I had to sit down today,
and look long and hard,
at this person I show the world,
and all the pain behind it.
You see I know I have built up walls,
and I have hidden behind them for so long,
that it is scary when I look through them,
it is almost like I am looking back into the eyes of the 13 year old me,
and that little girls was scared,
I don’t want to be here again,
and I never want to see it again,
I don’t want to see the world through frightened eyes,
I want to be strong,
and stand tall..
Like I am now.
You see the walls helped me stay strong,
and then I made myself strong,
Now as the walls come crashing down,
I don’t know what hides behind them,
could it be monsters?
or could it be angels?
I don’t know…
but I guess it is time to find out…
Wish me luck!