I wish I had the words,
but they won’t come out,
instead everything I know how to say is said,
and now….now I have nothing left to say,
yet my heart is crying,
my soul is screaming,
But it just comes out as a mixed language I can not explain,
And when I try…all that comes out are tears,
and the tears don’t tell the story I want them to.
They can not say I am sorry,
and that I will change,
all they show is desperation and pain.