Who am I to you? (poem #37)

Who am I to you?

I often wonder this,

I have shown you all my scares,

well not all of them,

but enough of them,

enough for you to judge me…

So who am I?

How do you see me?

I truly hope it is with a good light,

because my life is dark enough sometimes,

I try to show you everything,

the good and the bad,

because I want you to see me for who I am,

the weird…

hurt,

scared,

strong,

lonely,

quirky,

geeky,

misfit,

athletic,

princess,

person who challenges authority,

isn’t quiet sure who I am,

yet is still confident in what I can be,

I want you to see me as who I am,

and not as something I pretend to be…

So who I am to you?

What do you see?

Please tell me,

I want to know,

I want to know…

at least I think I do…

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How did you do it? (poem #34)

I just don’t get it,

How it is that I look down at my phone and smile,

How I don’t even have to be with you to feel you with me,

and that somehow all it takes is a memory or a thought and there is a blush on my cheek…

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So how do you do it?

How did you take this strong girl,

and make her feel like she deserved the world,

make her feel like a little girl falling in love for the first time again,

and look past all the hurt that made her hold back fro so long?
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How did you change my world so much,

in such a short time?

How did you do it darling,

How did you not only make me fall in love with you,

but also fall in love with my life,

and fall in love with myself?