How have I not driven you mad?
I still think of him and feel so much…
So much anger,
So much sadness,
And so much love
I feel like a top spinning off of a desk falling for something I will never believe in.
How have I not driven you mad?
I still think of him and feel so much…
So much anger,
So much sadness,
And so much love
I feel like a top spinning off of a desk falling for something I will never believe in.
“I can’t go on like this”
I sob into my pillow
At four am
While my eyes flutter back tears and exhaustion
Knowing I will wake up
And you still will not be here
You worried about losing everyone
Except me….
And I was supposedly the one you loved…: