Pain isn’t a feeling,
it is a disease,
It spreads…..it’s contagious,
It is stronger than me.
it knows your heartache,
because it comes as everything you ever wanted,
til you gave it control.
So suddenly it can make the devil become the hands of a man,
and man who had the power I could never have.
And it told me my body wasn’t even my own,
it said, “You’r ass is too small…your thighs are too big…you call those tits??? You’re fucking kidding me???”
And I’ll only promote you if you give me EVERYTHING.
What happened to my body being my temple?
I’ll tell you right now…
that temple was broken into
and torn down
on that hot summer day
in the heat of the sun
against the back of that forwheeler
when I couldn’t run….
You see I could tell you the make and the model,
because in that moment I focused on everything but the temple that was starting to break,
and at the age of 13 I didn’t know the power I had….
And since then I never have.
Since then I gave up my power to say no…
Cuz I’m a good little girl!
SO SPANK ME, HIT ME, CUT ME, SLAP ME,
DO WHAT YOU WANT
I DON’T CARE IF IT HURTS
I DON’T CARE IF I BLEED,
BECAUSE I LOVE IT DADDY
YES! YES! PLEASE!
Yes rough sex is better for me,
because the physical pain is better than watching my soul struggle to breath,
from the fact that all I ever wanted was mommy and daddy to love me….
So fuck me and bruise me,
and do what you want to,
because what’ a little whore like me going to do?
At leaset that’s what they tell me,
as society pins me to the bed.
They tell me I’m worthless,
and better off dead.
That women are lesser,
and I have to decide,
between loving a man and a women
or else I should hide,
Hid the emotion,
and the attraction I feel,
because that doesn’t exsist…
That not actually how I feel….
The world is black and white darling,
don’t you see,
a man marries a woman
they have babies
and you stay home and clean.
You know what I say to that?
FUCK YOUR SOCIETAL NORMS!!
I will not let you oppress me,
You will not be that hands that cover my screams,
because I can scream loud,
you can not overpower me!
I’m a force to be reckoned with,
and a voice to be heard,
cuz hell hath no fury like a woman scorn,
believe heaven won’t take me,
and I can’t step foot in hell,
because the devil ain’t ready to deal with this little whore!