I haven’t talked to you in over a month now,
at first your anger hurt,
but now I don’t mine it,
Because well, now you don’t really mean that much to me,
you are just a part of my past,
but still I feel like I need to thank you for a few things.
The things I have to thank you for…
1. My backbone,
because we all know that the shit you put me through forced me to get one.
2. The songs I never heard,
The songs that used to not make sense,
You see they all make sense now,
and they have nothing to do with you…..
(and if they do I hope that they are the songs SCREAM MY NAME when you hears)
3. Fresh eyes to look at the world,
All the tears I cried over you really did cause my eyes to open,
and see that I deserve WAY more than you.
4. The fight in my soul,
You see how you ended it with me reminded me that I can fight back,
and that no one can control me,
like you did…..
5. My desire to only look forward,
Because let’s be honest all that looking back shows me
and memories I can live without….
6. My heartache and heartbreak,
because when I fell apart,
guess who was the only one left to put me back together?
Yeah, that’s right,
I WAS THE ONLY ONE THERE!
So guess who decided what I would become?
7. Showing me that what I thought I wanted wasn’t really what I needed….
Do I really need to explain this one?
8. That you showed me that tomorrow is going to be the best day of my life!
9. Lastly, that because of you,
I enjoy every day with him so so much more,
and enjoy the love he shows me,
Because HE DESERVES ME,